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                        <title>Re: When I shot myself</title>
                        <link>https://systemz.online/general-discussion/when-i-shot-myself/#post-6205</link>
                        <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jan 2025 05:03:32 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[No trauma is always good news. I think a lot of our harsh everyday environment serves as preparation foe trauma. It is not whether it happens, but rather only when.]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[No trauma is always good news. I think a lot of our harsh everyday environment serves as preparation foe trauma. It is not whether it happens, but rather only when.]]></content:encoded>
						                            <category domain="https://systemz.online/general-discussion/">General Discussion</category>                        <dc:creator>Ds J</dc:creator>
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                        <title>Re: When I shot myself</title>
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                        <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jan 2025 23:49:47 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[was also lucky enough to have Cammo from Gun Site chat with me a few minutes after it happened, he had just recovered from his shooting.So, trauma, nightmares, flashbacks etc zero, zilch - n...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote> was also lucky enough to have Cammo from Gun Site chat with me a few minutes after it happened, he had just recovered from his shooting.<br>So, trauma, nightmares, flashbacks etc zero, zilch - none. <br></blockquote><br><br>Glad that you came through it physically and mentally on top. Could have been so much worse. I think that the interior of a vehicle is probably the most challenging environment from which to fight off an attack.&nbsp;]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Re: When I shot myself</title>
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                        <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jan 2025 23:33:59 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[If possible&nbsp; - please tell a little about the psychological process afterwards? *********************************Nothing ! I think people around me were more affected than I was. I expe...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><br>If possible&nbsp; - please tell a little about the psychological process afterwards? <br></blockquote><br>*********************************<br>Nothing ! I think people around me were more affected than I was. I experienced a tremendous amount of self anger at screwing up, I missed (we think) my target at a distance of 12 - 14 inch&#039;s. I spent a lot of time berating myself about that. <br>I still find myself angry at times because I realized again that he is likely still alive, walking about. <br>Thats the only part that I would say is different about life before and after the shooting.<br> I have replayed the matter over many times, and I can not blame myself, there just was not time to realize, figure out that my barrel was stuck in the tear in my pants and so badly off course.<br>I was also lucky enough to have Cammo from Gun Site chat with me a few minutes after it happened, he had just recovered from his shooting.<br>So, trauma, nightmares, flashbacks etc zero, zilch - none.]]></content:encoded>
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                        <title>Re: When I shot myself</title>
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                        <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jan 2025 20:56:02 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[If possible&nbsp; - please tell a little about the psychological process afterwards?]]></description>
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                        <title>When I shot myself</title>
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                        <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jan 2025 13:40:09 +0000</pubDate>
                        <description><![CDATA[I was attacked in my car a few years ago, the story is too unbelievable, so I have never posted about it. I saw this today and it was a hammer to my &quot;forget it all&quot; approach. This ...]]></description>
                        <content:encoded><![CDATA[I was attacked in my car a few years ago, the story is too unbelievable, so I have never posted about it. I saw this today and it was a hammer to my &quot;forget it all&quot; approach. <br>This video is almost me, but I was pissing blood and had stuck a .303 case wrapped in a piece of my shirt in the entrance hole. I thought I had shot my femoral&nbsp; ;D&nbsp; but ya nee ! I had not.<br><br>I saw this guy now all calm, and remember the girl in the ambulance asking how I could still joke about it.&nbsp; I had made a joke about, &quot; ya&nbsp; I shot through my leg to get him, stupid ya !, but I am in&nbsp; a ambulance on morphine on my way to as good as hospitals get, while he is hurting real bad somewhere in hiding. <br>Cops shot him and some mates dead a while later&nbsp; ;D <br>https://www.facebook.com/reel/1366204351014750/?s=single_unit&amp;__cft__=AZXCdCTAV8g2ndn5xMyGA_nRcQvsPvJrgU_PVfkxJDnIWx3KDB4kkjT-YTiPuneYCQoQDq0WxlDwbjPdlr-WaLZvK0rGSgCNu2214SY8woTnIfbrnonNTep06usvbz7Od5jiHe9bWN4t2QZBBcYBQ_ZMyt8txGoM9Exx4D4wfYv7Vj8sfdnqpQ80pahZyWQFXJaupKLzxt8Gr96bZ5WoqM2fH69FvIzcUrsLdXMgCuEMPmfaw4dTH3fFO6jJwcgppU&amp;__tn__=H-R <br>&nbsp; Just seeing this made me think again, &quot;ja who is gonna believe this&quot; I almost know exactly how he feels.]]></content:encoded>
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